Pretty As a Peach, Or Is It?

Despite growing up  in Pearl, a charming small town, Delilah has never really fit in, to either the town or her family. Luckily, she has the Five, a group of women who’ve been friends since forever. With their support, and Delilah’s goal of running a successful organic soap company, life is good….until Peach Pit arrives.

Peach Pit is a cosmetic MLM peddling organic, all natural body care, and several of Delilahs friends have signed up as Peach Pit Darlings to host parties and sell the products. But Peach Pit is not all it seems.

My feelings about this book are mixed. On one hand, everything about it felt a little over the top. On the other hand, having lived in the South (southeastern USA) for several years, it can be Just Like That. Delilah has spent her whole life keeping the peace at all costs with her family and as a result feels like a wet noodle of a character. Betsy, our other POV, had made being a Peach Pit Darling her whole personality. The other 3 women are just background characters in this war between the MLM believers and the skeptics.

The pacing of this book was a little off, it seemed to take FOREVER for any significant revelations to occur and when they did, they were randomly dropped into the story almost like afterthoughts. The romance subplot was VERY sub, hardly part of the plot at all. It probably could have been solved sooner had Delilah ever been allowed to communicate her own feelings as a child. The dual POV was off-putting and felt unnecessary and a little strange.

Overall, I would give this book 2 stars. It unfortunately just wasn’t very memorable.

Disclosure: I received this book as a complimentary copy for review purposes, I was under no obligation, contract, or expectation to provide a positive review. The opinions, ratings, and critiques expressed in this review are entirely my own.

Not Your Average Halmark Movie: Candy Apple Kisses

I wanted to love this book, I really did. At the very least I wanted it to have hallmark movie vibes, but unfortunately it fell far short of even that.

Jake and Emily have been friends for almost 25 years, since they were five and met in his family’s orchard. Now, Jake has asked Emily to come back to their hometown to help him plan the 100th celebration for the orchard. This could have been full of cozy farm moments and fall vibes in a small town, but alas.


Jake and his girlfriend have been dating for FOURTEEN YEARS, while Emily has spent all her time playing 3rd wheel, even though she’s been in love with Jake since forever. As a result, after losing her parents, Emily sold the family home and moved away. Now that she’s back, she finds being the third wheel to Jake and Claire (which shes not even that because theyve broken up) to be even worse than she remembered.

Every problem in this book could have been solved if any of the characters had an ounce of communication skills. Instead, however, they all act like they’re still in high school, despite being almost 30 (dont worry, you’ll be reminded of their age A LOT). Jake cannot effectively communicate with Claire that their relationship is done. Claire is horrendously manipulative and attention seeking, and honestly, did not receive even close to adequate consequences for her 3rd act villainy. Emily acts like a 13 year old girl at all times and absolutely refuses to talk to anyone about any of her feelings. Jakes dad is one dimensional and presented as ‘angry boomer can’t handle even the suggestion of change’ when Jake and Emily try to bounce ideas for saving the orchard off of him.

Despite this book being set in a supposed small town, the town is barely featured and while Jale lives there, he clearly never leaves the orchard as he repeatedly runs into people “he hasn’t seen since high school”. High school was 12 years ago so how thats possible is unclear. At the very least youd think he’d run into former classmates at the piggly wiggly occasionally.

In addition, this hook is described as “low spice” and while I guess thats technically true, the main characters spent quite a bit of time mentally describing each others looks and body shapes in more detail than felt necessary.

After 300 pages of dithering and a LOT of whiny internal monologue from both the main characters, the resolution of the story felt very rushed. Overall, I give it 2 stars.   It’s fine, but don’t get your hopes up for something new and inventive.

Disclosure: I received this book as a complimentary copy for review purposes, I was under no obligation, contract, or expectation to provide a positive review. The opinions, ratings, and critiques expressed in this review are entirely my own.

A Review of The Reformed Doctrine of Predestination by Loraine Boettner

Many of the people I meet treat the word “predestination” with great disdain. They think it is a dark, dusty idea designed to make us feel like robots or to portray God as a cold-hearted judge throwing darts at a map of humanity. As a pastor who subscribes to the Westminster Confession of Faith, I often see eyes glaze over the moment I mention God’s absolute sovereignty. We live in a world that tells us we are the “masters of our fate” and the “captains of our souls.” The thought that we aren’t actually in charge of the final outcome is, for many, the ultimate nightmare.

This is exactly why Loraine Boettner’s classic, The Reformed Doctrine of Predestination, is so vital for both the tired pastor and the curious layperson. Boettner does not approach this topic like a dry professor in a lab. He approaches it like a man who has found a solid rock in the middle of a hurricane. He argues that if we really understood what it means for God to be God, we wouldn’t find predestination scary—we would find it to be the most comforting truth in existence.

A Loving Father, Not a Blind Machine

One of the most impactful takeaways from Boettner is how he clears the air regarding “Fatalism.” Many people mistakenly believe that Calvinism and Fatalism are the same thing. They think that if everything is decreed, it doesn’t matter what we do. But Boettner points out that Fatalism is a pagan idea that relies on a blind, impersonal, and non-moral force. It is the idea that a “mighty river carries a piece of wood” regardless of its nature.

Predestination is the polar opposite. It is the belief that a wise, holy, and loving Father has a specific plan. This plan doesn’t just decide the end goal; it decides the means to get there. If God ordains that a man will live, He also ordains that the man will eat and breathe. As a pastor, I find this distinction heals a lot of hearts. We are not caught in the “iron cog-wheels of a vast and pitiless Fate,” but are held in the hands of a God who knows us by name.

“Fate is a term given by the Stoics to their doctrine of necessity, which they had formed out of a labyrinth of contradictory reasonings; a doctrine calculated to call God Himself to order, and to set Him laws whereby to work. Predestination I define to be, according to the Holy Scriptures, that free and unfettered counsel of God by which He rules all mankind, and all men and things.”

The Inescapable Logic of Foreknowledge

Boettner presents an argument that often leaves my Arminian friends speechless because it appeals to simple logic. Most Christians agree that God knows the future perfectly. If God is “Omniscient,” He knows exactly who will be saved and who will be lost before they are even born.

Boettner’s point is simple: If God knows an event is going to happen, that event is fixed. It is certain. If it weren’t certain, God couldn’t “know” it; He would only be “guessing.” If the future is certain enough for God to know it, then it is as good as ordained. Boettner essentially shows that you cannot have a God who knows everything without also having a God who has planned everything. To deny one is to eventually deny the other, leaving you with a limited, “ignorant” God who is waiting to see what happens next.

Dead Men Do Not Choose Their Doctors

Another surprising insight for many readers is Boettner’s explanation of “Total Inability.” In our modern age, we love to talk about the “spark of divinity” within everyone. We like to think that the sinner is just “sick” and needs to reach out for the medicine of the Gospel.

Boettner, following the Westminster Standards, corrects this. He explains that the Bible describes us not as sick, but as “dead in trespasses and sins.” A man who is sick can choose to take medicine, but a dead man cannot even hear the doctor’s voice. This takeaway changes how we look at our own salvation. If I am a Christian today, it isn’t because I was smarter or more spiritual than my neighbor. It is because God did a “supernatural work” in me that I couldn’t do for myself. It removes all pride and leaves only gratitude.

“Since all men alike deserved only God’s wrath and curse, the gift of His only begotten Son to die in the stead of malefactors, as the only possible method of expiating their guilt, is the most stupendous exhibition of undeserved favor and personal love that the universe has ever witnessed.”

A Surprising Hope for Our Children

Many people avoid Calvinism because they have heard the lie that it teaches that babies who die go to hell. I have had parents come to me in tears over this exact fear. Boettner spends time on this, and his conclusion is one of the most beautiful parts of the book.

He argues that since salvation is entirely by God’s sovereign grace and not by our choice or works, God is perfectly free to elect all those who die in infancy. He points out that since these little ones have not yet committed actual sin or rejected the Gospel, we have every reason to believe they are included in the “election of grace.” While we cannot pry into the secret books of God, Boettner shows that the Reformed faith actually provides a much stronger basis for the salvation of infants than systems that require a “personal choice” for salvation.

Putting Iron in Your Blood

Finally, Boettner debunks the idea that believing in predestination makes people lazy. History shows the exact opposite. When people believe that God has a certain plan for them and that they are “men of destiny,” they become incredibly brave.

He looks at the Puritans, the Covenanters, and the Huguenots—men and women whom “neither king, noble nor priest could force again to submit to tyranny.” When you stop worrying that your salvation depends on your own wavering willpower and start believing it depends on God’s unchangeable purpose, you are free to serve Him without fear. This doctrine doesn’t produce robots; it produces heroes. It puts “iron in the blood” because it reminds the believer that “if God is for us, who can be against us?”

Why You Should Spend Time With This Book

If you feel like your spiritual life is a roller coaster—where you feel saved one day and lost the next based on your performance—you need to read this book. Loraine Boettner doesn’t just offer a theory; he offers a map to the “Sinner’s Sanctuary.” He shows that the Reformed faith is not about a cold system of logic, but about a warm, living relationship with a God who is big enough to actually save us.

Short Gospel, Long Impact: A Review of Douglas Sean O’Donnell’s Expository Reflections on the Gospels, Volume 3: Mark

Most of us read through Mark like we are running to catch a bus. It is the shortest Gospel, packed with action, and the story moves at a breakneck pace. Because of that speed, both pastors working on sermons and Christians reading during personal devotions can easily skim right past the rich theology resting beneath the surface. Douglas Sean O’Donnell solves this problem in Expository Reflections on the Gospels, Volume 3: Mark.

Focus on the Big Picture Over Technical Details

Instead of getting bogged down in minute word studies or obscure academic debates, O’Donnell groups Mark’s gospel into natural narrative units. This approach helps readers see the bigger picture without losing their place in dense commentary. It keeps our eyes fixed where they belong: on the main message of the text.

Adam in the Garden Versus Jesus in the Desert

One outstanding highlight is the contrast between Adam and Christ, the second Adam. Adam surrendered to temptation while living in a lush garden where every need was provided for. Jesus, on the other hand, faced down Satan in a harsh wilderness while starving. Christ’s triumph in the desert displays His flawless obedience as our Redeemer who understands our weaknesses.

Embracing the Awkward Silence of Mark’s Ending

O’Donnell handles the tricky ending of Mark with genuine pastoral skill. He points out that ending at Mark 16:8—with the women fleeing the tomb in quiet awe—has strong support in early manuscripts. Rather than tidying up that sudden ending, O’Donnell shows how it places the burden on us. The silence forces us to answer the question of what we will do with the risen Savior.

Disclosure: I received a complimentary copy of this book for review purposes. All opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own, and I was under no obligation to provide a positive review.

A Review of The Common Principles of the Christian Religion by Hugh Binning

A lot of of us spend our lives trying to out together complex furniture without ever looking at the manual. We have a pile of parts—jobs, family stress, hobbies, and health goals—and we keep trying to force them to fit together. We have a vague hope that the finished product will look like “happiness,” but the thing never stays upright. We are constantly searching for the next life hack or spiritual discovery that will finally make everything click. We feel like we are walking at random, not knowing where we are going or why we are here.

Hugh Binning was a Scottish pastor in the 1600s who understood this problem better than any modern self-help guru. He was a young man of massive talent who died when he was only twenty-six. In his book, The Common Principles of the Christian Religion, he takes the heavy truths of the Westminster Shorter Catechism and turns them into a conversation about how to actually be a human. As a pastor who holds to these standards, I find Binning’s work a refreshing splash of cold water. He doesn’t offer a new invention to make your life easier; he shows you the actual foundation of the universe.

You Are Not the Main Character

Binning starts where our catechisms start: with the reason you exist. The most surprising takeaway for a modern reader is that your life is not actually about you. We are told from childhood to “find ourselves” and “follow our hearts,” but Binning argues that this is the fastest way to get lost. He shows that God made everything for his own glory. This sounds selfish to our ears until you realize that God is the only being who is completely perfect and self-sufficient.

When we live for God’s glory, we actually find our own profit. God doesn’t need us to make him better, but we need him to be anything at all. We are like streams that only stay fresh if we stay connected to the fountain. If we try to live for ourselves, we are like a branch that cuts itself off from the tree to be “free” but only ends up withering and dying. Binning shows that God’s self-seeking is actually the most beneficial thing for us because it keeps us connected to the source of all life.

“He is the fountain-head; you ought to follow the streams up to it, and then to rest, for you can go no farther. . . Dependence is the proper notion of a created being,—dependence upon that infinite independent Being, as the first immediate cause, and the last immediate end.”

Real Knowledge Walks on Two Feet

We often think of theology as a dusty list of facts. Binning flips this. He calls the knowledge of God a “practical science.” This means it isn’t something you just think about; it is something you do. You only truly know as much of God as you actually love and obey.

In our world, we have head knowledge about everything—we know how the stars move and how the earth is made—but we don’t know the Person who sits above them. Binning argues that if your religion stays in your head and doesn’t reach your hands or your heart, you haven’t actually learned anything. Real knowledge of God is “living knowledge.” It should change how you treat your family and how you spend your time. If we use the Bible only for curiosity or debate, we are using it the wrong way.

“Practice is real knowledge, because it is living knowledge. It is the very life and soul of Christianity, when there needs no more but the intimation of his will to carry the whole man.”

Your Brain Is Too Small for the Trinity

Binning handles the Trinity with a humility we rarely see today. Most people try to explain the Trinity with math or science and usually end up saying something silly. Binning tells us to stop. He says the Trinity is the greatest mystery in the world. It is a “divine darkness” caused by too much light.

Instead of trying to figure out how one can be three and three can be one using our tiny brains, we should simply believe what God says. He shows us that the Father, the Word (Christ), and the Holy Ghost all agree in one thing: the salvation of sinners. We should be like the angels who cover their faces in front of God’s majesty rather than like professors who try to dissect it.

“I think there is more profoundness in the sobriety of faith than in the depths of human wisdom and learning. . . Silence only can get some account of God; quiet and humble ignorance in the admiration of such a majesty is the profoundest knowledge.”

Our “Inventions” are Usually Bad DIY Projects

One of the most impactful sections of the book is where Binning talks about the Fall. He says God made man “upright”—straight, honest, and happy. But man got bored with perfection. We wanted to be our own gods, to be “wise” on our own terms. Binning calls our current state a search for “many inventions.”

Think about all the things we invent to make ourselves happy: new technologies, new social systems, new ways to distract ourselves. Binning shows that these are all just ways to cover up the fact that we are broken. We are like someone trying to fix a collapsed house with wallpaper. We try to be more happy, but we only end up more miserable because we left the only source of joy.

“Man did fall from blessedness by his curious and wretched aim at some higher happiness and more wisdom. . . He is like one that comes out with a great majesty upon a stage, and personates some monarch, or emperor, in the world; and then ere you can well gather your thoughts, to know what he is, he is turned off the stage, and appears in some base and despicable appearance.”

You Can’t Negotiate Your Way Out of a Broken Deal

Binning explains the “Covenant of Works”—the original deal God made with man. The deal was: “Do this and live.” If we stayed perfect, we stayed happy. But if we failed once, we died. Many people today are still trying to live by this broken deal. They think if they are “good enough,” God will have to let them into heaven.

Binning shows that this path is now a dead end. We are born guilty of that first rebellion. We are born with a nature that is opposite to God. The law doesn’t offer a second chance; it only offers a curse for those who fail even a little bit. This sounds dark, but it is the only way to see the beauty of the “second deal”—the Covenant of Grace in Jesus Christ. You have to know you are drowning before you will grab a life raft. Our only hope is a Mediator who can stand between a holy God and a sinful people.

A Review of The Doctrine of Law and Grace Unfolded by John Bunyan

Most of us spend our spiritual lives on a treadmill we can never quite keep up with. We wake up and try to be a little kinder, a little more honest, and a little more dedicated to our religious duties. We assume that if we just try harder, God will eventually be pleased with our progress. Yet, at the end of the day, that nagging sense of guilt remains. We wonder if we have done enough or if God is secretly angry at the thoughts we keep hidden from everyone else. This curiosity about where we stand with our Maker is the most important question a human can ask. John Bunyan, the famous author of The Pilgrim’s Progress, wrote The Doctrine of Law and Grace Unfolded to solve this exact problem. As a pastor who holds to the Westminster Confession, I find Bunyan’s work to be a vital guide for anyone tired of religious performance and hungry for real peace.

The Law Is a Mirror, Not a Cleaning Cloth

One of the most striking things Bunyan points out is that we often use the Law of God the wrong way. We treat the Ten Commandments like a ladder we can climb to reach Heaven. Bunyan argues that the Law was actually given to kill our self-confidence. Its job is to show us how dirty we are, not to wash us. If you want to know if your face is dirty, you look in a mirror. But you don’t take the mirror off the wall and start rubbing it on your skin to get the dirt off.

Bunyan explains that the Law is spiritual and reaches into the most secret corners of the mind. It doesn’t just care if you committed a crime; it cares if you had a vain thought or a foolish idea. If you have even one slip-up in your entire life, the Law cannot save you; it can only curse you. This is a massive wake-up call for anyone who thinks they are a “good person.” According to the deal we were born into, which Bunyan calls the Covenant of Works, anything less than 100% perfection results in total failure.

“For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all,—that is, he hath in effect broken them all, and shall have the voice of them all cry out against him.”

Your Best Deeds Are Polished Sins

For many people, the hardest thing to hear is that their religious acts might be part of the problem. Bunyan warns against a “legal spirit.” This happens when we do good things—like praying, giving to the poor, or getting baptized—because we think those actions will make God love us. Bunyan argues that if you are trying to buy the love of Christ through your duties, you are acting from an old-covenant mindset.

This is a dangerous trap because it makes Christ into only a “piece of a Saviour.” You do what you can, and then you expect Jesus to make up the difference. Bunyan shows that this is actually an insult to God. He uses the image of a king who provides a massive, expensive feast, but the guest pulls a “mouldy crust” out of his pocket and eats that instead. When we bring our own “dirty, ragged righteousness” to God, we are telling Him that the cross wasn’t enough. Until you realize that your very best deeds are like “filthy rags,” you will never reach for the real help found in the Gospel.

A Deal Made Before You Existed

If the Law is so impossible, how can anyone be saved? This is where Bunyan’s explanation of the Covenant of Grace becomes so impactful. He shows that this “new deal” was not actually made between God and you. It was a bargain made between God the Father and God the Son before the world even began. This is surprising because it takes the pressure off our performance.

Because the bargain was made with Christ, the conditions of the deal were fulfilled by Him, not us. He acted as a “Surety” or a bondsman. Imagine you owe a massive debt you can’t pay, and a wealthy friend steps in and signs the paperwork to take the debt as his own. Once the surety stands bound, the original debtor is set free. Our safety does not depend on our ability to hold onto God, but on the fact that the Father and Son will never break the agreement they made with each other.

“I did not make this covenant with man, but with My Son, and with Him I will perform it; and seeing He hath given Me complete satisfaction, though His children do, through infirmity, transgress, yet My covenant is not therefore broken.”

The Difference Between Saving by Death and by Life

A vital takeaway in this book is how Bunyan explains the two ways Christ saves us. We often think of salvation only in terms of the cross, but Bunyan says we need both His death and His life. We are “reconciled” to God by His death. That was the legal payment that satisfied God’s justice and took away the curse. But Bunyan notes that we are “saved by His life.”

This refers to Christ’s work right now in Heaven. As our High Priest, He ever lives to make intercession for us. When we slip into sin or feel our hearts growing cold, we don’t fall out of the covenant. Why? Because we have a Lawyer in the court of Heaven who pleads the virtue of His own blood on our behalf. His death opened the door to God, but His life keeps it open. This distinction gives the believer a “satisfied though guilty” peace, knowing that our standing with God is maintained by a Person who never fails.

“For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of His Son, much more being reconciled, we shall be saved by His life.”

Outshooting the Devil with His Own Arrows

Bunyan provides very practical advice for the person who feels beat down by their own failures. He calls this learning to “outshoot the devil in his own bow.” When Satan comes to you and points out how cold your prayers are or how weak your faith is, Bunyan says you should actually agree with him.

Instead of arguing that you are a pretty good person, you should use that accusation as a reason to run faster to Jesus. If your prayers are weak, trust more in Christ’s perfect prayers. If your sins are great, remember that Christ is a great Saviour who specializes in the worst cases. By doing this, you turn the devil’s weapons against him. Every time he reminds you of your weakness, it becomes a reminder of why you need the strength of the New Covenant.

Why You Should Read This Book

You should read The Doctrine of Law and Grace Unfolded because it clears up the fog that often surrounds our faith. We live in a culture that tells us we are the center of the universe, and our religion often follows suit, making everything about our feelings and our efforts. John Bunyan pulls us back to the solid ground of the two covenants.

This book is a masterclass in honesty. It will help you stop pretending that you are “doing okay” and show you why it is actually better to admit you are bankrupt. By understanding the difference between the Law and Grace, you can finally stop the exhausting work of trying to save yourself. This work will teach you how to look away from your own “dirty stable” and look toward the “treasure-house” of Christ. If you want a peace that can survive the judgment day, you need to understand the deals God has made. Bunyan doesn’t just give you information; he gives you a way to find rest for your soul.

A Review of Christian Behavior by John Bunyan

Many people think that being a Christian is just about what happens inside your head or during a quiet moment in a church pew. You hear the sermon, you agree with the points, and you go home. But there is a nagging problem that follows us out the door: why does our behavior often fail to match our beliefs? We claim to be new people, yet we often carry the same old grudges and selfish habits. John Bunyan, the man who wrote The Pilgrim’s Progress, knew this struggle well. He spent years in a damp jail cell thinking about what it means to follow Jesus in the real world. His book, Christian Behavior, is a direct, no-nonsense guide to making sure your faith isn’t just a “painted fire” that provides no warmth.

As a pastor who holds to the Westminster Standards, I find Bunyan’s focus refreshing. He does not stop at the “doctrine of faith,” but immediately moves to the “beauty and excellency” of good works. He wrote this treatise in the prime of his life, shortly after his release from prison, under the constant threat of being thrown back into a cell. He knew that the only thing that would prove the power of the gospel to a hostile government and a skeptical neighbor was the transformed lives of the believers.

Faith Is the Sap, Holiness Is the Fruit

Bunyan is clear about where good works come from. They do not earn your salvation, but they must flow from it. He argues that a “corrupt tree” cannot bring forth good fruit. Every man by nature is an evil tree, and it is only through faith that a man is made good. Faith is a principle of life that moves a soul toward heaven. He uses a striking metaphor to explain how this change works. Faith is like perfume that falls on stinking leather; it doesn’t just sit on top but turns the very smell of the leather into the scent of the perfume.

This is a vital distinction for the laity to understand. We often try to “do better” to feel like real Christians. Bunyan says it works the other way around. Once faith is planted in the heart, it naturally inclines the soul toward holiness. If there is no motion, there is no life. If a person claims to have faith but has no desire to be holy, they are essentially claiming that a living thing can be perfectly still.

“Faith, when it is wrought in the heart, is like leaven hid in the meal, or like perfume that lighteth upon stinking leather, turning the smell of the leather into the savour of the perfume; faith being then planted in the heart, and having its natural inclination to holiness.”

The World Judges Your God by Your Actions

One of the most surprising and challenging takeaways from Bunyan is his view on “justification.” In our Reformed circles, we rightly emphasize that we are justified by grace through faith alone. But Bunyan adds a second layer that we often forget: while we are justified before God by faith, we are justified before men by our works. Your neighbor does not have an X-ray to see your heart or your standing in heaven. They judge the “grace of God” based on how you treat them.

If a believer is loose in their life, they cast “aspersions” on the doctrine of grace. The enemies of the gospel love to say that preaching “salvation by grace” leads to “looseness of life.” Bunyan argues that a life of holiness “justifies that grace before the world.” It proves that the gospel actually works. When we stand in our proper “rank and station” and do our duties, we are like flowers in a garden that honor both the garden and the gardener who planted them.

“for though we are justified freely by grace through Christ before God; yet we are justified before men by our works: nay, a life of holiness flowing from faith in us that are saved by grace, it doth justify that grace before the world, that justifies us before God.”

The Real Test Happens in the Living Room

Bunyan spends a massive portion of this book on what he calls “relative duties.” This is where the rubber meets the road. He goes person by person through the household: masters, wives, husbands, parents, children, and servants. He is remarkably practical and convicting here. He warns that some people are like saints when they are out in the world but act like devils the moment they step through their own front door. He calls this “open profession” a “best cloak” that people wear abroad but make little use of at home.

For husbands, Bunyan says your marriage should be a daily sermon to your wife about how Christ treats the church. For masters, he warns against being “greedy” and “overcharging” your servants with too much work. If you are a “professor” of religion but your servants or children find you to be a tyrant, Bunyan says your religion “stinks.” Our domestic behavior is the truest reflection of our hearts because that is where we are most unobserved and most ourselves.

“Open profession is like a man’s best cloak, the which is worn by him when he walketh abroad, and with many is made but little use of at home. But now what a man is at home, that he is indeed.”

Beware the Trap of Being a Painted Flower

Bunyan concludes with a sharp warning against “painted Christianity.” This is a religion of words without deeds. He identifies three specific sins that “spoil both Christian brotherhood and civil neighbourhood”: covetousness, pride, and uncleanness. He is especially hard on “prattlers”—those who talk a great deal about religion and can argue about theology but do nothing that shows love to the poor or self-denial in their own lives.

Pride, he says, is the “ringleader of the seven abominations.” It shows up in how we slight the poor or choose friends based on their status rather than their grace. He calls these people “painted flowers” which have no smell and “painted trees” which have no fruit. In the end, he warns that a “foolish virgin” who thinks she is happy with her empty lamp will find herself eternally disappointed when the time of grace is over.

“Wherefore take heed of being painted fire, wherein is no warmth; and painted flowers, which retain no smell; and of being painted trees, whereon is no fruit. ‘Whoso boasteth himself of a false gift, is like clouds and wind without rain.'”

You should read Christian Behavior because it will force you to stop hiding behind your theological labels. It is a book that “dives into the most subtle of all secret repositories, the human heart.” Bunyan does not let you stay in the clouds of abstract theory; he walks you into your kitchen, your shop, and your neighbor’s yard. He reminds us that the “dresser of our souls” is the “wisest husbandman,” and He expects to find a crop on His land. Reading this will help you see where your life is “withered” and how the “sap” of grace is the only thing that can make you green again. It is a call to stop talking about the light and start shining.

A Review of Christ A Complete Saviour by John Bunyan

Most people I talk to in my church carry a quiet, heavy fear. They know they were saved by grace years ago, but they look at their current life—the same old temper, the wandering thoughts during prayer, the slow pace of change—and they worry they are about to run out of credit. We have this subconscious idea that Jesus gets us through the front door, but after that, it is up to us to keep the house clean enough for Him to stay. We treat salvation like a joint venture where Jesus does the heavy lifting at the start, and we do the maintenance. This curiosity about whether we have “enough” grace to make it to the end is exactly what John Bunyan addresses in his book, Christ A Complete Saviour.

As a pastor who holds to the Westminster Standards, I find that we often get the “priestly office” of Christ halfway right. We talk a lot about the cross, but we forget the other half of the job: His intercession. Bunyan, who spent plenty of time in a jail cell thinking about what keeps a soul steady, argues that if you only look at the cross, you are only seeing half of the story. If you feel like your grip on God is slipping, you need to realize that your safety doesn’t lie in your ability to hold on, but in Christ’s ability to speak for you right now.

The Blacksmith and the Unweldable Heart

Bunyan was the son of a blacksmith, and he uses that background to describe a problem every layperson understands. He calls the human heart “unweldable.” If you have ever seen a smith try to join two pieces of iron, you know they have to be white-hot to stick. Bunyan argues that our pride acts like dross that keeps us from being joined to Christ. We don’t want a “complete” savior; we want a partial one. We want to believe we can contribute at least a few pennies to our own ransom.

This is a startling takeaway because it shows that our biggest hurdle isn’t just our “bad” sins, but our “good” pride. We reject a savior who does everything because that would mean admitting we are utterly undone. Bunyan shows that until the “hammer of conviction” beats us into a state of total necessity, we will keep trying to fix ourselves. Real faith only begins when you realize you are hanging by a “brittle thread” over a gulf, and you finally stop trying to climb the thread and just let the Savior catch you.

“The pride of human nature will not suffer it to fall, as helpless and utterly undone, into the arms of Divine mercy. Man prefers a partial Saviour; one who had done so much, that, with the sinner’s aid, the work might be completed.”

Why Good People Still Need a Lawyer

One of the most impactful parts of this book is how Bunyan explains why justified people still need an intercessor. If we are already “made right” by the blood of Christ, why does He need to keep praying for us in heaven? This is where many Christians get confused. They think once they are justified, the legal work is done. But Bunyan points out that we are still “liable to pollution” as we walk through this world.

He argues that justification stands right alongside our imperfection. Being a Christian doesn’t mean you stop having sinful inclinations; it means you have someone at the right hand of the Father who takes your messy, “dung-smeared” duties and rinses them in His own blood before presenting them to God. This takes the pressure off your performance. You aren’t being kept in God’s family because you had a great week of devotions; you are being kept because your Intercessor never has a bad day. He is the “finishing work” of your salvation.

“Are they that are justified by Christ’s blood such as have need yet to be saved by his intercession? Then from hence it follows that justification will stand with imperfection. It doth not therefore follow that a justified man is without infirmity.”

Reaching the Very Back of the Line

Bunyan’s reflection on the word “uttermost” is something every backslider needs to hear. We usually think “uttermost” refers to Christ’s power, but Bunyan says it refers to our necessity. He looks at the people who are the furthest away—the “town sinner” and the “great backslider.” These are the people who feel like they are at the very end of the line, almost out of sight of the gate.

This is a vital point for the laity to understand. You might think you have wandered too far or stayed away too long for the Gospel to apply to you. But Bunyan argues that Christ’s job is specifically to save the “hindermost.” If the sun can reach the furthest planet in the system, Christ can reach the soul that thinks it has drifted into deep space. He is glorified in saving the “uttermost” man and the “uttermost” sin. It is His name and His honor that are on the line, which means He has a personal stake in not letting you go.

“He is able to save to the uttermost, to the very hindermost, them that come to God by him. . . He therefore counts it an honour to be a great Saviour, to save men to the uttermost.”

The Grave as a Final Cleaning Service

Finally, Bunyan changes how we look at death. For the person who doesn’t know Christ, death is a “bailiff” coming to arrest a debtor. It is a terrifying, sudden seizure. But for the saint, Bunyan uses a beautiful image: the grave is simply the “parting place” between grace and sin.

This is a deep comfort for those of us who feel the constant tug-of-war between our desire to be holy and our natural pull toward sin. We often feel like we will never be rid of our flaws. Bunyan shows that while inherent grace weakens the “filth” of sin now, the grave is where the “being of sin” is finally dropped. It isn’t that the dirt of the grave has magic powers, but that God uses that moment to follow us home and finally strip away the last of our corruption so we can shine like the sun.

“With the saints, the grave’s mouth is the final parting place between grace and sin. . . God will follow Satan home to his own door; and will there, where the devil thought to have swallowed us up, even there by the power of his mercy make us… shine like the sun.”

Why You Should Spend Time With This Book

You should read Christ A Complete Saviour because it will fix your “looking unto Jesus.” We see Him in His sorrows and His blood, which is good for our justification, but we forget to follow Him through the veil. This book forces you to look up and see Him in His priestly robes, wearing your name on His breastplate right now.

A Review of John Bunyan’s A Discourse Upon the Pharisee and the Publican

Most of us spend our lives building a spiritual resume. We check off the boxes: we don’t cheat on our taxes, we try to be kind to our neighbors, and we show up to church when the doors are open. We have a quiet, nagging hope that when we finally stand before God, He will see our “good person” badge and let us into heaven. This is the great curiosity of the human heart—we want to be our own saviors. But John Bunyan, in his book A Discourse Upon the Pharisee and the Publican, suggests that this is actually the fastest way to hell. As a pastor who holds to the Westminster Confession, I see this same struggle every Sunday. People think they are fine because they aren’t as bad as the guy on the news. Bunyan takes a single story from the Gospel of Luke and uses it to strip away our masks, showing that a “good” man can be a disaster in God’s eyes, while a “notorious” sinner can walk away perfectly justified.

Your Good Deeds Are an Insult to God

The most shocking thing Bunyan argues is that our best works can actually be a high affront to God. We often think of our sins as the things that keep us from Him and our good deeds as the things that bring us near. Bunyan flips this. He explains that if you try to bring your own righteousness to God to buy His favor, you are mocking Him. He uses a vivid image of a king who invites his friends to a massive, expensive feast. The table is loaded with the best food imaginable. But instead of enjoying the king’s gift, some guests pull “mouldy crusts” out of their pockets and start eating them instead, as if the king hadn’t provided enough.

This is exactly what the Pharisee did in the temple. He bragged about his fasting and his tithes, essentially telling God that His grace wasn’t necessary. Bunyan shows that the moment you trust in your own behavior, you reject the righteousness of Christ. If you think you are “better” than others, you aren’t actually looking at God; you are looking at your own shadow.

“A lord invites his friends to a sumptuous banquet, the provision is bountiful and in rich abundance, when some of the guests take a few mouldy crusts out of their pockets and lay them on their plates… would it not be a high affront to, a great contempt of, and a distrust in, the goodness of the Lord.”

You Might Just Be Talking to the Mirror

Bunyan points out a terrifying detail in the Pharisee’s prayer: he “prayed thus with himself.” While the man used God’s name and stood in the temple, he wasn’t actually talking to God. He was his own audience. He was performing for himself, praising himself, and enjoying the sound of his own religious voice. His prayer was “extempore,” or made up on the spot, but it was done in the strength of his own pride rather than the breathing of the Holy Spirit.

This is a warning for everyone who loves the “form” of religion without the power. You can pray for half an hour, use all the right theological terms, and even give thanks for your “blessings,” but if your heart is focused on your own advancement above your neighbor, God isn’t even in the room. Bunyan reminds us that a prayer made of praise can still be a “downright hypocrite” act if it is grounded on the lie that we are naturally better than others.

“God and the Pharisee were not together, there was only the Pharisee and himself… Paul knew not what to pray for without the Holy Ghost… But the Pharisee had no need of that, it was enough that HE and HIMSELF were together at this work.”

God Justifies the Wicked, Not the Improved

One of the most impactful takeaways from Bunyan’s work is his explanation of when and how God makes a person righteous. Many people believe they need to clean up their lives first, then God will accept them. They think sanctification (becoming holy) comes before justification (being declared right). Bunyan, following the logic of Romans 4, insists this is a “damnable error.”

He argues that God justifies the “ungodly.” Christ’s righteousness is put upon us while we are still “naked” and “unclean” in ourselves. If you wait until you are “good” to come to God, you will never come. The Publican didn’t wait until he had quit his job as a tax collector for the Romans—a job Bunyan compares to a Dutchman joining a French invader to rob his own countrymen. He came as he was, in his “filthy garments,” and was made righteous by an act of God’s grace before he ever performed a single good deed.

“Righteousness by imputation must be first… forgiveness is extended by God, then when we lie in our blood, though to us it is manifested afterwards… For God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.”

The Wisdom of Being a “Crafty” Beggar

We usually think of wisdom as being smart, successful, or well-behaved. Bunyan says the Publican was “cunning” and “crafty” because he knew exactly where the help was. While the Pharisee was wasting his time with a “sandy foundation” of ceremonies and “ragged remnants” of moral laws, the Publican went straight for the only thing that works: mercy.

Bunyan notes that the Publican’s prayer—”God be merciful to me a sinner”—is heavier than the earth. It is the prayer of a man who knows he is an “evil tree” that cannot produce good fruit on its own. He didn’t try to negotiate. He didn’t say he would “do better next time.” He simply fell before the judge and asked for a pardon. Bunyan shows that this “low” posture is actually the highest form of spiritual wisdom because it engages the only thing in the universe that can actually save a soul.

“And is this thy way poor Publican! O cunning sinner! O crafty Publican! thy wisdom has outdone the Pharisee, for it is better to apply ourselves to God’s mercy, than to trust to ourselves that we are righteous.”

Shame Is a Spiritual Beauty Spot

The Pharisee stood boldly, head held high, looking around to make sure everyone saw him. The Publican, however, “stood afar off” and would not even lift his eyes to heaven. Bunyan calls this “blushing” a virtue. In a world that tells us to be proud and bold, Bunyan reminds us that holy shame is a sign of a heart that actually sees God’s majesty.

When a man sees God as He really is—a “consuming fire”—and sees himself as he really is—a “bit of carrion”—he cannot help but hang his head. This isn’t just about feeling bad; it’s about an honest acknowledgment of the infinite distance between the Creator and the creature. By smiting his breast, the Publican was “quarrelling with his heart” for leading him into sin. Bunyan teaches us that this inward “sorrow for something done” is a necessary evidence that the Holy Spirit is actually working in us.

“To stand… before God in prayer, with blushing cheeks for sin, is one of the excellentest sights that can be seen in the world… Shame for sin is a virtue, a comely thing; yea, a beauty-spot in the face of a sinner that cometh to God for mercy.”

Why You Should Read This Book

You should read A Discourse Upon the Pharisee and the Publican because it is a spiritual mirror that refuses to lie to you. If you feel like your religious life is a performance, or if you are tired of trying to be “good enough” for a God you don’t even know, Bunyan’s words will bring you a peace that is “satisfied though guilty.”

A Review of The Water of Life by John Bunyan

Most people spend their lives spiritually parched. We wake up every day trying to find a sense of peace or a reason to hope, but we look for it in the wrong places. We treat our souls like a lawn in a mid-summer drought, trying to keep things green with a spray bottle of self-improvement. We worry that God’s grace is a limited resource, like a reservoir that might run dry if we ask for too much or fail too often. As a pastor who spends his life looking at the big, heavy truths of the Westminster Confession, I see this anxiety in the pews every Sunday. People are terrified that their sin is bigger than God’s mercy.

John Bunyan, the man who gave us “The Pilgrim’s Progress,” wrote a book in the final year of his life that acts like a dam breaking over a dry valley. In “The Water of Life,” he takes a single image from the book of Revelation—a river of water of life, clear as crystal—and uses it to explain that God’s grace is not a stingy drip. It is a majestic, overwhelming river. Bunyan isn’t interested in giving you “ten steps to a better you.” He wants to show you a God who is so full of life that He can’t help but let it overflow toward you. This book is a direct challenge to anyone who thinks they have finally managed to out-sin the reach of the Gospel.

A River of Grace That Makes Mountains Look Like Dust

One of the most impactful points Bunyan makes is about the sheer scale of God’s grace. We tend to measure our problems in tons and God’s help in ounces. When we look at the mess we’ve made of our lives, it feels like a mountain. Bunyan turns this around by showing us that if grace is a river proceeding from the throne of God, then our sins are like small pebbles in a massive current.

He argues that the “Spirit and grace of the gospel” is called a river specifically to answer our “mountainous doubts.” We fear there isn’t enough to quench our thirst or wash away our filth. But Bunyan points out that this river is deep, broad, and always rising. It doesn’t just cover our sins; it swallows them up. When you compare your sin to the infinite grace of God, the math changes. Your “huge” problem suddenly looks like an ant’s egg compared to the majesty of the Alps.

“I know there are many mountebanks in the world, and every of them pretend they have this water to sell; but my advice is, that thou go directly to the throne thyself… This is to give us some small illustration of the exceeding riches of his grace, which as far, for quantity, outstrips the biggest rivers, as the most mighty mountain doth the least ant’s egg or atom in the world.”

Grace Is a Matter of Justice, Not Just Kindness

As a Reformed pastor, I find Bunyan’s focus on the “source” of this river to be the most surprising part of the book. He notes that the river proceeds from the “throne of God and of the Lamb.” In our modern world, we often think of grace as God just “letting things slide” because He is nice. But Bunyan shows that grace is a throne-room matter. It is an act of authority and, more importantly, an act of justice.

Because the Lamb was sacrificed, the debt is paid. This means that when God gives you grace, He isn’t breaking His own laws; He is fulfilling them. Grace flows from the seat of justice. This gives the believer a “sound bottom” to stand on. You don’t have to worry that God will change His mind or realize He made a mistake in forgiving you. The river of grace is a “faithful fulfilling of promises” backed by the highest authority in the universe. It is a legal reality that provides a “satisfied though guilty” peace to the soul.

“Take man from this river, and nothing can make him live: let him have this water and nothing can make him die… All things that happen to thee are, for Christ’s sake, turned into grace.”

The Danger of Mixing Your Own Ingredients Into the Water

Bunyan is very protective of the “purity” of this water. He points out that the text says the river is “pure” and “clear as crystal.” In his day, as in ours, people were always trying to add something to the Gospel. They wanted to mix in a little bit of human merit, a little bit of “doing your best,” or a few “works of supererogation.”

Bunyan warns that any attempt to mix your own works with the grace of God makes the water poisonous. It must be taken “by itself.” The moment you add your own goodness to the mix, it is no longer the water of life; it becomes the muddy water of human invention. This purity is what makes the Gospel “clear.” You can see all the way to the bottom. There is no fraud or hidden catch. God isn’t trying to trick you. He offers the water freely to the poor and needy because only they are honest enough to admit they are dying of thirst.

“Only, if thou wouldst drink it, drink it by itself, and that thou mayest not be deceived by that which is counterfeit, know it is as it comes from the hand of our Lord, without mixture, pure and clear as crystal.”

You Are Either a Fish or a Frog in the River of Grace

Bunyan uses a vivid illustration about fish and frogs to explain how people relate to the church. He says the grace of God is like an element. A fish lives in water; it is its “only proper element.” If you take a fish out of the water, it dies. A Christian is like that fish—they cannot survive without a constant supply of the Spirit.

A frog, however, can live in the water, but it can also live on the land. Bunyan compares this to people who want a “pretty good shift” by using grace to remove their guilt while still living for their own lusts and the world. They “scrabble on” in a religious profession, but they aren’t truly of the river. If you confine them to grace alone, they loathe it and die. This takeaway is a sharp warning for us to check our own hearts. Do we love the river because we need it to breathe, or are we just using it as a temporary hiding spot before hopping back into the mud?

“The fish dieth if she be taken out of the water, unless she be timely put in again; the saint dieth if he be not in this river… they are fish, not frogs, that can live in the river, as in their only proper element.”

You should read “The Water of Life” because it will stop you from being a “talker of grace” and help you become a drinker of it. John Bunyan wrote this while he was literally standing on the bank of the “black river” of death, and he writes with a joy that is infectious. He shows that the Reformed faith is not a cold, dry system but a “heart-ravishing sight” of a God who pours out His own soul to save yours. If you are tired of “muddied” doctrines and “foul” opinions that leave you feeling empty, this book will point you back to the spring-head. It is a call to stop your “slavish fears” and simply drink and live forever.

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